What is relationship? What do I want in this relationship? Why am I in this relationship? Those questions are what I'm thinking these few months....
I had been in two shitty relationships before. Both of them cheated after me, however, I told myself they will change one day, so I forgave them as well as I trust them. Time proves that I was wrong, just like it's hard to teach dogs to stop eating shit. Cheating is just like their natural behavior, you are not able to teach them, they will never change.
I was that girl who always blame herself and found lots of excuses to forgive those people who hurt her. I blame myself, I doubt myself and also I loose my self confident. During those ugly days, I cried in the car, ate lots of ice-cream or sweet things and listened some bullshit love songs. You probably think that I might be the most foolish girl in the whole world, but if every thing happens so smooth, I believe you won't grow-up and still staying in your little world, licked those wounds.
You can choose to grow...
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